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yeah, sweet sweet "dong" ying took the bus and came all the way for me.. for a cup of hot chocolate :D another week passed. and i am still wandering in somewhere i don't know.
all i want this week is to have a perfect night drink of hot chocolate. suddenly. completed :D start packing for xmas BJ trip. many reasons to love BJ. and one reason i want to go back is because i love being "elaine" there. relaxed, and calm, feeling secured with peace of mind. and, just let others taking care of "elaine' without thinking too much.. :P i love tonya ar, and gotta save money for buying xmas dinner for leo oh.... learnings of the week:
what a real man is about:
to protect people around him (including subordinates in the work place);
to take the burden;
to bring in sunshine;
to laugh with heart, a kid's heart xmas gifting
bought only a couple of gifts this year
- for sunny - - dunno when i will gift wrap and mail it.. :P (you wait la)
- for a colleague's little son -- his dad just died. i thought i would never be able to see his mother smile again. was sad about it for a while. she might not know. her genuine smile and kindness has brighten my day and made the office a better place.
- for anita
- for leo?... | | |
| 從來不是很了解自己; 如果，真正的了解意味著有動力去選擇自己喜歡的人和事。
亦相信，如果你真的很想一件事情發生，勇氣和動力便會自然來。除非, 你太頑固... 心情低落、沒有方向的幾個星期很需要朋友。
幸好偉大的科學家發明了電話，讓小可愛提供即時輔導。
當然，小可愛又會提醒我身邊人事的微不足道。
假如我們只剩下數天的日子，也斷定不會以工作上的任何東西來堆砌幸福。
更重要的是，在一個新朋友, 甚或在死神面前結案陳結詞時，我們絕不會定義自己為一個擁有財富或才幹的人吧。 我的不快樂在於---我從來都不會選擇做自己最喜歡的事情。寧可，求其次。
其實，無論我再能幹，也不會快樂起來。'cause indeed i don't care。
"次層"的自信和自我價值也許會提升，但這不會讓我欣賞自己。
新工作，新環境，新的世界觀，在還未有被忙碌吞噬以前，我要學習欣賞自己，努力做自己喜歡的"選擇"。
因為，我依然想拚搏。而沒有自我了解基礎的拚搏只會讓人疲憊。 特別鳴謝: 小可愛leo chan :'D * * * 在那個活動上遇見了誰，我覺得很意外。
感到意外, 並非因為彼時彼刻看著他登門而入；
而且，已經好幾次遇過了。如果無法視而不見，惟有努力寒喧。沒有甚麼說話可說的。
至少，我心裡這樣以為。
高大的身影被重重的回憶氛圍罩著，很有電影感哩!
那刻，在短短的幾秒鐘裡，我想起第一次見到這個人的時候...
兩邊嘴角向上彎的一副卡通樣子，就像天神村的卡通博士仰頭挺胸的從衛生間走出來。
咫尺之外, 是陽光與青草地。 我有的，是這個"印象"。9年前的。
有點像劇場排演時的cue, 要演員在多次試練後明白一點甚麼。...
幾年後，這個"印象"令自己的心怦怦亂跳...
多年以後，望著誰的背影的時候，我在想 ----- 很想可以一直這樣走下去。 因為，我發現，跟這個人一起的時候，無論去到哪裡做甚麼都快樂。
isn't it what i have been looking for?..
雖然不好承認，但明白自己是很重要的呢 如果人物和場地可以轉移，
下一次，我會選擇直接不慌張, 簡單的表達:
"i love being with you." true.
no matter what comes next.. p.s. a couple of important thoughts ending the year 2009 :') | | |
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so, the new journey has finally begun. there is not much excitement indeed though people think i must be very happy by seeing my "happy" photos. somhow i feel confused about my priorities - is this really what i want? ... [deleted] | | |
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watched the movie with methy today. love it so much, and would love to watch it again hohoho"those who love you may not give all their attention to you, and those who show care in every way may not truly love you." it's the idea of the book author. more messages found are:
-- don't dream for a better world... don't try to open that door..
-- people living in that "better world" risk having their lives dried up.... there is only "emptiness" in that better world so, LIVE FOR NOW....
this, resonates with the ideas which B.E. was preaching to me yesterday...
he is so weird that he "suddenly" (ignoring the fact that i might be still angry at him) flipping through all lens of buddha, taoist...
honestly speaking, i am not mad at him at all, never, but feel deeply disappointed, and decided that this person is not worth my respects - - not for a man who doesn't keep his words. i was thinking he was... wheh, wrong judgement. but by sharing his learning, at the same time, he gave me a chance to grow. if not a better me, at least, a happier me. if i could choose again, for "some people", i would stay, and listen. truly listen. and, it happened that i was really depressed when B.E. spoke to me.
perhaps, all i need is that someone whom i care enough drops me a hello: are u seizing the day? take away unforgiveness, pride and prejudice...
travel far, and further. 'cause life is short | | |
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這是看完電影 "千年善禱"的集體思想和情感記憶
"千年修得共枕眠", 原來, 此乃戲名所指。 當中有很多故事情節和人物對話, 都讓人感受深刻...
老父過去三十年每天在看人家幹著自己夢想做的事, 卻一輩子被全世界誤會...
"我這輩子只有你媽" 他鄭重對女兒說。
他那深情已經到了極致, 甚至賠上了自己的前途和夢想。
他那高尚的情操, 對妻子的終極尊重和關愛, 令人動容 發生在一個中國男人身上嗎?
既然男導演相信, 觀眾也沒話說 愛情的真性, 本就是應該這樣吧 | | |
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